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[03 Sep 2003|08:26pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Argh, depressed as usual, and unresolved business as usual. -_-''' I need to vent to someone and change the situation.

What should have been yesterday's post:

I now regret not saving my IM conversation with my friend. It transversed through school, neil gaiman, anne rice, storm constantine, a bit of lynn flewelling and poppy z. brite, as well as their respective works.

It was a whole lot more insightful than what i've beening posting up on my LJ. #_#

We're concluded that:

1) Cal is like a cooler and way better version of lestat. Ok maybe there isn't much comparison at all. #_#

2) Wraeththu actually has relationships going on while VC is simply too frustrating, the fanfics can be much more satisfying. VC is set in the past and the relationships are not solid at all.

Wraeththu's charas actually have solid relationships [pell & cal, i'm talking the romantic kind] while saying they are a new race and everything, how "they can't be selfish with each other" they still manage to accomplish that.

Aka cal's love/obsession for pell even though hara/wraeththu are supposed to be free of strong destructive emotions.


And i'm too good at writing in an LJ. -__-;;

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[03 Sep 2003|08:19pm]
[ mood | depressed ]


The ULTIMATE personality test
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What the?? How did i get this? When has anyone told me i'm perfect? -_-' Maybe feel alone yeah, but not at the top and everything...

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[02 Sep 2003|03:19pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

My grammer is also screwed.. I have no grammer.

Obviously reading fics isn't enough to sustain my vocabulary.

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School~!!! >___ [02 Sep 2003|02:59pm]
[ mood | Screwed ]

Just came back from school, and i got the same CAPP class again, apparently we're going to be getting the same one all through our years in high school. And i don't really like that... -_-; Mr. coleborn gave me a 86% for CAPP... Arrrgh, did i not do anything?? I was there for all the classes.. But of course u just have to listen to him all the time or he gets pissed. -_-'

I didn't get webpage design either.. ;_: But then i'm gonna change courses and get it if i can. I'm not sure if i want to change my math class for it though.. Don't know my teacher yet. I also have a free block that day so maybe it might work??

Heres my schedule:

Day 1
Sr Choir -in the morning >.< at 7:30-8:45
Japanese Hon 10
English Honours 10&11 <- not so sure about this course.. mainly -the teacher
Socials St Hon 10 <- Didn't get the 10/11 for this one..

Day 2
Math 10
Biology Hon 11
Bus Computer Apps <-Must change this one for webpage design if i can..
Free block

Our jap class is the honours class and the normal class put together.. -_-; No food or drinks, no lates, no gum, no washroom, be polite. -_- Those r the class room rules. >.< And i have choir in the morning, all we do is drink water the whole class. =__+;; Not sure if i should have picked honours... I'm not very good at languages.. >___< Forgot most of the stuff we learned, and we'll have a hirogana test next week! X____X Must study....

School came so fast... #_____# Am so screwed..

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[01 Sep 2003|08:21pm]
Waah tomorrow is school again! >__< Noo... Tomorrow is one hour, we need to be there by 1pm. ;_:

And lookie at my kyou icon! :)
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[01 Sep 2003|03:43pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

OK a few things to rant about:

1)I joined a community! ^____^v Finally! Maybe i'll have something more to do here. :)

2)One of the bunnies that always came to our yard-- the brown one, was probably hit by a car.. It was lying by the side of the road. Should have just stuck with our yard.. Even though the grass is yellow now.. Cause of the draught. >.<

3)Frustrated at damn div layers! >_< I can't seem to make a pic stay fixed in a div layer! >_< Argh! Does anyone know??? Meanwhile kyou is just hanging on there until someone decides to scroll, -_-; then it just moves along with the page. x__X

Almost forgot...

School starts tom! >_

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[27 Aug 2003|10:33pm]

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Prowling through the steppes, clutching a mighty sword, cometh Crystalgami! And she gives a cruel bellow:

"Brace yourself, oh human speck of dust! I shall make bloody music with your nation's populace!"

Find out!
Enter username:
Are you a girl, or a guy ?

created by beatings : powered by monkeys

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[26 Aug 2003|08:16pm]
Moon Goddess
Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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[26 Aug 2003|06:03pm]

this is my way to live

What about yours?
made by rav-chan

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[26 Aug 2003|05:57pm]
Muraki x Tsuzuki

Yami no Matsuei: Which Tsuzuki x ? Pairing Are You?
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[26 Aug 2003|05:48pm]

What (yaoi) anime pairing are you?

this quiz was made by Eike and Mirai
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Which uke are you? [26 Aug 2003|05:45pm]
The Yaoi Selector: Which Uke are You?

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Reminiscing.. [25 Aug 2003|07:49pm]
It makes me sad going through my old sent messages of my email.. And i have a whole lot of it too, more than the emails in my inbox. #__# Trying to go through them and save 'em.

Some of the emails i had there were to mLs that r now pretty much dead.. >__< No one talking, and we used to have such interesting discussions too. Like the vampire armand mL, now ppl r asleep again.

My grammer has gone down a few notches too, i think.. -_-;;;;;


But now i am an Otaku at Anime Lodge here: http://invisionfree.com/forums/Anime_Lodge/index.php?
53 posts. ^^v
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Anime Lodge>> I'm a poser now! ^^; [23 Aug 2003|01:19pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Last night i wrote 16 posts at this new anime board called anime lodge, its a pretty good board right now. Not too many ppl yet, i'm the 27th member. ^^ I also asked to be a moderator.. but well it could have been a bit early asking, cause i just joined last night. ^^;;


I was thinking yesterday, just how much should i write here?? @__@ How much of my thoughts should i put down? I don't think ppl would really want to hear me talk about some random thing or other, and i'm probably gonna mention RL sometime or other, but if i want to show my friends it'll be alittle screwy. #_# If anyone understands wat i am babbling?

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X_____X [23 Aug 2003|01:02pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

My mom had a car accident again this morning. -_-; No one was hurt or anything, but well, she hit the other guy. Argh, she hit the other car on bumper, pulling out of the drive way, but then somehow the oil tank started leaking after. -_-;;

Of course that car was like 1982.. 21 years man. And he wasn't even supposed to be driving that fast in a private lane anyway. >_<

He turned the car around when my mom went to get paper, cause theres a sign saying no entry the way he came in. So thats probably why he did it, cause there isn't the a sign if he came in from the other end. >_

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[22 Aug 2003|03:13pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Yay! I now have a bank account~! ^^V So i CAN get a paid LJ, except.. i don't think i'll bother. ^__^ Ebay shopping here i come~!

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[21 Aug 2003|07:55pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

Your Brain Usage Profile

Auditory : 53%
Visual : 46%
Left : 52%
Right : 47%

crystal, your hemispheric dominance is equally divided between left and right brain, while you show a moderate preference for auditory versus visual learning, signs of a balanced and flexible person.

Your balance gives you the enviable capacity to be verbal and literate while retaining a certain "flair" and individuality. You are logical and compliant but only to a degree. You are organized without being compulsive, goal-directed without being driven, and a "thinking" individual without being excessively so.

The one problem you might have is that your learning might not be as efficient as you would like. At times you will work from the specific to the general, while at other times you'll work from the general to the specific. Sometimes you will be logical in your approach while at other times random. Since you cannot always control the choice, you may experience frustrations not normally felt by persons with a more defined and directed learning style.

You may also minimally experience conflicts associated with auditory processing. You will be systematic and sequential in your processing of information, you will most often focus on a single dimension of the problem or material, and you will be more reflective, i.e., "taking the data in" as opposed to "devouring" it.

Overall, you should feel content with your life and yourself. You are, perhaps, a little too critical of yourself - and of others - while maintaining an "openness" which is redeeming. Indecisiveness is a problem and your creativity is not in keeping with your potential. Being a pragmatist, you downplay this aspect of yourself and focus on the more immediate, the more obvious and the more functional.

Oook, and that did not sound much like my learning style, considering that i always considered myself visual as opposed to auditory, since as u know.. Ppl tell me things and i tend to forget afterwards... #___# My memory is screwed though.

So i did it again, and heres wat i got.


Your Brain Usage Profile

Auditory : 53%
Visual : 46%
Left : 63%
Right : 36%

crystal, you are mildly left-hemisphere dominant while showing a slight preference for auditory processing. This overall combination seems to indicate a well-working blend of logic and judgment and organization, with sufficient intuition, perception and creativity to balance that dominance.

You will at times experience conflict between how you feel and what you think which will generally be resolved in favor of what you think. You will find yourself interested in the practical applications of whatever material you have learned or whatever situation you face and will retain the ability to refine whatever knowledge you possess or aspects of whatever position you are in.

By and large, you will orient yourself toward intellectual activities and structure. Though not rigid, you will schedule yourself, plan, and focus on routine and continuity of operations, rather than on changes and disruptions

When changes or disruptions occur, you are likely to consider first how to ensure that such disruptions do The same balance is reflected in your sensory preference. You will tend to be reflective and measured in your interaction style. For the most part, you will be considered objective without being cold and goal-oriented while retaining the capacity to listen to others.

Preferentially you learn by listening and maintaining significant internal dialogues with yourself. Nevertheless, you have sufficient visualization capabilities to benefit from using graphs, charts, doodles, or even body movement to enhance your comprehension and memory.

To the extent that you are even implicitly aware of your hemispheric dominance and sensory style, you will feel most comfortable in those arenas which emphasize verbal skills and logic. Teaching, law, and science are those that stand out among the professions, along with technical sales and management.


Even more auditoral than before. x_X Huh? Which hemisphere is in charge of math? I suck at it. #__#

But it worked for lilie. ^^; Wow, but i got the same percentage for auditory and visual twice. I thought i copied it again. e_e

I second guessed myself through the test, and it was confusing, i knew why they gave those choices too. And tried to second guess myself. -_-;;;;;;; Though i probably did have an internal dialogue with myself doing the test.

Well i think the third time was closer to wat i think i am.


Auditory : 46%
Visual : 53%
Left : 46%
Right : 53%

crystal, you possess an interesting balance of hemispheric and sensory characteristics, with a slight right-brain dominance and a slight preference for visual processing.

Since neither of these is completely centered, you lack the indecision and second-guessing associated with other patterns. You have a distinct preference for creativity and intuition with seemingly sufficient verbal skills to be able to translate in any meaningful way to yourself and others.

You tend to see things in "wholes" without surrendering the ability to attend to details. You can give them sufficient notice to be able to utitlize and incorporate them as part of an overall pattern.

In the same way, while you are active and process information simultaneously, you demonstrate a capacity for sequencing as well as reflection which allows for some "inner dialogue."

All in all, you are likely to be quite content with yourself and your style although at times it will not necessarily be appreciated by others. You have sufficient confidence to not second-guess yourself, but rather to use your critical faculties in a way that enhances, rather than limits, your creativity.

You can learn in either mode although far more efficiently within the visual mode. It is likely that in listening to conversations or lecture materials you simultaneously translate into pictures which enhance and elaborate on the meaning.

It is most likely that you will gravitate towards those endeavors which are predominantly visual but include some logic or structuring. You may either work particularly hard at cultivating your auditory skills or risk "missing out" on being able to efficiently process what you learn. Your own intuitive skills will at times interfere with your capacity to listen to others, which is something else you may need to take into account.


I think i'd rather not think about it now. @_o

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New resolution..>> [21 Aug 2003|07:01pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I must sleep before 11pm! #_#

I'm like half asleep when i'm awake and half awake when i'm asleep!

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Losing memory... Selective amnesia?? x__X [21 Aug 2003|06:30pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Hiya! I wasn't on in the morning, cause i went to the library and then got a haircut. @__@ My hair is shorter by like an inch, and its pretty frizzy today.. >_< Layered now, but it didn't seem even at the back, not that its supposed to be. @_@ But one side was longer than the other... ^^'

Rrr, my memory is going but then i think thats partly because i haven't had much sleep.. #__#

First we were driving to the library and left the house already, a few blocks away. It was then that i realized, [since they asked me if i left anything] that i didn't bring the books to return. x__X We went back and before we left again i checked the library site for overdues with my mom's card. Then we were driving away again, and my mom was like, did u bring the library card?? I left it at home. >_< My sister of course was laughing. -_-' We didn't have to go back, i didn't think i was going to borrow any books, but we did anyway. <.< It was so screwed. >__________< Must get more sleep..

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Improved background [21 Aug 2003|05:54am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I tried to make the writing more legiable by taking away some of the grid lines and making the grid lines less bright and more opaque. I think its working. Hopefully. @_@ And i won't have to try another one until a while later...

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